weightless.

Why have you forsaken me?
It's like a trip that's taken
me
Places I don't care to go
And it's all for show
Your lies..
beautiful alibis
a thin disguise
this paper illness

Makes me sick
Clever trick
Tickle me like a feather
Kill me with a brick
Get off the fence
explain yourself
Your best defense Is sacred wealth?

But God doesn't sin
So I can't defend
And I won't say it's okay
When you break and bend
Things that cannot be repaired
Even with my feelings spared
Anger and tears will be erased
so I wish I had a desire to see your face.

But sadly,no.
You gladly go.
And I'm happy to stay
so your desert will grow.

It's better this way..
What can I say?
I've never felt lighter
than I did today

Sick of pulling,and shoving
and forcing smiles
Tired of making you stay
So stay gone..

for awhile.