weightless.

Why have you forsaken me?
It's like a trip that's taken
me
Places I don't care to go
And it's all for show
Your lies..
beautiful alibis
a thin disguise
this paper illness

Makes me sick
Clever trick
Tickle me like a feather
Kill me with a brick
Get off the fence
explain yourself
Your best defense Is sacred wealth?

But God doesn't sin
So I can't defend
And I won't say it's okay
When you break and bend
Things that cannot be repaired
Even with my feelings spared
Anger and tears will be erased
so I wish I had a desire to see your face.

But sadly,no.
You gladly go.
And I'm happy to stay
so your desert will grow.

It's better this way..
What can I say?
I've never felt lighter
than I did today

Sick of pulling,and shoving
and forcing smiles
Tired of making you stay
So stay gone..

for awhile.

Still Writing...

Watch out
For the writer's block
I just chopped
and stopped
in it's tracks
Because while this will never be convenient
While I will always have to offer my
soul
On the page
The show must go
The slow must stop
The flow just ought
to move in my veins
one more time

I said it already
but I bleed
ink
And whatever I think
will one day be served
on a paper platter
Too quick for it to
matter
to you
Because you think you can hide the words
But you're
absurd
Since you made things better
you might think it's
over
But get ready,paparazzi

This is a show you'll
want to see