anyone out there?

I know that I don't update this thing as often as I should.. I kinda try to keep it free-form and only write when I feel the "need" to. I just noticed that my hits went up by about a dozen after my last post. If you subscribe to my post or are following me, please leave comments! It's nice to know that someone is reading your stuff.. THANK YOU!
~Carrie

Forgive You

Looking for a place to feel alive

Boston in the Fall should be so lucky
to be the place.
Paris in the Spring doesn't cut it
but I bleed anyway
In the middle of nowhere
special.

Change of pace,
please not slower.
As the rich get richer
I pray for tomorrow.
Don't mind me as I pave the streets
you walk on
and hope you'll notice the frailty
of my eyes while I'm searching,
looking for a place to feel alive

I'm sorry if you've found it
I haven't yet

I have dreams sometimes but
I've never seen these clouds that
fall over my door year after
endless year.

Balancing the outside and the in
is proving to be easy so
I'm afraid one will
stay the same

while I'm
looking
please etch over my door
those words that you whispered
and I'll find my place
while I'm
looking for you